Blossoming in our own divine timing
Like the beautiful flowers in nature, each one of us blossoms in our own divine timing, in our own divine way. As we peel back the layers of each petal we are releasing, healing, learning and growing; we begin to shine our light out into the world ever brighter, ever more fully. I’m often heard saying, ‘If you stop learning, you stop growing.’ My belief is that we are ever becoming all that we came here to be and healing and meditation are two of the most supportive ways to assist in our individual soul’s journey.
Finding what works for you
There are many healing modalities and meditation styles and it is all about finding what works for you. I love the work I do and I do enjoy the times that I am able to receive healings from others, and I absolutely adore meditating in group settings. I have spent the past few decades gently peeling back all the different layers of pain and hurt that I have deeply buried within my physical body and within my energy field, like a beautiful flower coming into bud, petal by petal. As you know, I often share my journey with you in the hope that what I share helps you on your own journey of self-discovery.
This week I have finally made the decision to have a hip replacement and after much soul searching I am feeling ready. I have been working on clearing all the old outdated beliefs and behaviours that I have been storing energetically in my hip, but I also have to accept that the physical wear and tear needs attention. I lead an active life, with reformer Pilates three times a week – something that makes my heart sing – so my aim is to work hard at my recovery so that I am back at the Pilates studio at the earliest opportunity.
Old patterns
Recently I had a sense that there was an old pattern still holding in my hip that was hindering me in moving forwards and in truly being ready for the operation ahead. I went to bed one night and asked the Universe to please show me what was stopping and blocking me; what old learnt behaviour or limiting belief I was still holding onto that I was ready to heal and let go of. The very next morning while out walking my dog, Boo, I met someone I knew and as Boo rushed to say hello I was pulled over. This person chose to ignore us and also chose not to see that I had fallen.
After this incident I was so upset, I was in tears and I could sense that I was being irrational and totally over-reacting. As I sat with this upset I was able to see that not only was my pride hurt, but that I felt I had made a spectacle of myself. I began to understand that it was also the ‘little me’ that was truly upset, yet I also knew that this was exactly what I had asked for the night before.
Self-worth
I had not expected the lesson to come so quickly and certainly had not expected to be so upset by the experience, but I was also full of gratitude and amusement that it had all happened with such speed. My gratitude was in part because I was having a healing with a friend the next day so I had something very specific to bring to the table. It was an interesting experience and my body was initially showing high levels of stress around what had come up for me. As we worked together it became apparent that as a child I had collapsed my beliefs around being appreciated and validated and I was still holding onto this collapse of understanding.
This was affecting my sense of self-worth and making it difficult for me to show myself love, which has had the knock-on effect of not allowing myself to receive appreciation, validation or love. As we dived deeper into these beliefs, these learnt behaviours, I understood that I had taken them on from an early age as feelings of contempt or disdain from members of my family. As we cleared these old negative emotions I was able to open into flowing love and respect for myself. My stress levels dropped and I felt a wonderful sense of calm and peace stream through me. I truly do feel lighter and brighter from the experience and it resonated so deeply with me.
The shift
I love the timing of each and every shift. This one feels particularly poignant because of the workshop I am attending in Glastonbury, which truly could not have come at a better time so that I am able to immerse myself in the delicious energies of Avalon – with the Chalice Well in particular being a world peace garden – and I am open to all the learning opportunities on offer from the workshop itself.
My trip is also significant because the family members in question that I felt contempt or disdain from as a child were male and I am about to dive into the energies of the divine feminine in Glastonbury – divine timing indeed. As ever, my journey of self-discovery and healing has brought me to the most beautiful place of inner peace and inner stillness. It’s time to fully release the past, step into the now, into a state of positivity, love, joy and respect for myself and others. I’m continuing on with flowing love and appreciation to my hip, thanking it for all the hard work I have asked of it over my years on Earth.
Healing and meditation
I hope that what I have shared with you helps you and makes you want to know yourself at the level of your beautiful, wise and shining heart and that it helps you to navigate through your daily life with grace and ease. Remember that healing and meditation are excellent ways to assist you in letting go of old learnt behaviours and limiting beliefs, assisting you with stepping ever more fully into all that you truly are. Enabling you to soften, open and expand your heart space, learning to know yourself on a soul level.
Please do get in touch if you have any questions or if you’d like my support. I’d love to assist you on your healing journey and guide you through empowering meditations as you connect ever more deeply into who you truly are. I love holding space for each and every one of you. Contact me on +61 4 2451 8884 or email hello@pippaneve.com.
